myeloma​(​I​(​)

by Andrew Starr and the Hobo Scene

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album about life and stuff. emo.
listen to the whole thing
or don't
but try to listen to it all ye

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released July 17, 2015

Andrew starr- everything

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Track Name: intro
andrew starr
myeloma
Track Name: suicide
i want to die
because you're a piece of shit
and so am i

suicide

please
go away
leave me here for a day

i want to die
because you're a piece of shit
and so am i
Track Name: parking lots
painting a house
is different than painting
a picture of you naked
on your side
you're looking at me through the glass

i know i fucked up
i know i lied

i never meant to hurt you
i never want to see you cry
and don't ever let the thought of me
keep you up at night
i need my life to be linear
i need my life like a parking lot
i need life without the petty things
something i havent got

if you're upset
im your headrest
i'll kiss your forhead in a foreign forest
i feel so stupid when i forget what i said
i'm sorry, i'll say it again
Track Name: to show you i love you, i must burn you first (bloody lungs)
oh, baby calm me down
breathe you in and burn my lungs
different kind of love we have
hiding in the rut again

i don't want to go to art school
i just want you in my blood
you're the one i want at night
i know im fine with that
Track Name: windmill lane
when i was a little boy
i had dreams i was a girl
when my mother told me no
i became uncomfortable

when i went to sunday school
the room i was in was so cold
when the preacher praised the lord
i raised my hands and said amen

when i smoked behind the school
my friends and i felt so cool
when the cops came and took us away
i cried in the backseat of the car

when i got kicked out of the house
i slept on my best friends couch
when i couldn't pay the rent
i cut my hair in the sink

growing up and birds and bees and
silly things that you whispered to me
underneath our climbing tree
where you took my legs out from under me and screamed

even giants trip on their feet
even god knows absolutely nothing
even the grass feels blue at times
even geniuses lose their minds sometimes

nothing will be how i want it to be
nothing ever works for me
so pack your bag and leave a note
we're going back to san francisco
Track Name: brother
i don't wanna
go outside
and see the sun
today

tell my brother
im not gonna
go outside
to play

he runs inside
and begins to cry
it's really okay

i put my hand on his shoulder
i told ya
brother, another day

all your friends left
me in my bed
you in your head
naturally

then at recess
you stood between us
and you had your way

when the words came spilling out
i couldn't stop my mouth
you turned your back and i
began to cry
it's not okay
Track Name: acid infatuation
drinking gasoline like im gasping for air
there are holes in my wall that just appeared there
i want to be your friend
who cares when no one listens?

you're my
acid infatuation
i lost sense of direction
i'm falling for you
12 hour mind loop
i'm falling for you
i think i love you

how are you tonight?
you look like someone i could love
a temporary feeling
i'm watching you from above

you're my
acid infatuation
i lost sense of direction
i'm falling for you
12 hour mind loop
i'm falling for you
i think i love you
Track Name: god (what are you?)
we run
into your arms
succumb
to your god
she takes
as she gives
i am
all that is